My hubby and I picked up this book called E-Squared.  Its about how to use the Law of Attraction.  I saw it on Wayne Dyer's page and just had to get it, because it was $2.51 for Kindle!

E-Squared--get this amazing book here!

So I thought (since I've been a LoA believer for a very long time) that this could get me to get back into the swing of things with he LoA, as I've been out of practice for awhile.

The first exercise is to ask the FP (Field of Potentiality) for a clear-cut sign that its real.  And for a gift.  All within 48 hours.  So, I use the LoA with books all the time, and it always works (I want a book, set my intention, then BAM I get it for $.59-$.99 at the Goodwill or Salvation Army instead of paying the full price I usually cannot afford).

So, the hubs and I are outside, talking about our awful money problems and how we need more of it and I decided to look for a job.  My husband went inside to call people for interviews for our freelance articles and I called my old job to see if they were hiring (I had to leave a message).  So then I go to start painting our garage again, and I turned up the radio and this song came on:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pl3vxEudif8

I was like "DAMN!! THAT'S MY LIFE'S ANTHEM RIGHT NOW!"  I could literally see my life in some kind of silly montage going by in my brain LOL  Of how our lives are changing....all due to my mother giving up her right to be my mother.

I just knew everything was going to be okay.  This feeling of calm washed over and I just knew it.

So then I said to the FP......"Sending me a song, I get it....I got the message, but that's normal for me.  I get songs that adhere to my life's circumstances right at the moment I need it.  Now I need the gift.  I need something else, within the last 24hrs of this 48hr time frame."

So yesterday, I got my gift.  OUT OF NOWHERE I get someone wanting to hire me to do photography for their wedding :)

Okay, you might write these off as coincidences.....but I know the truth....and that's: there are so such things as coincidences.

So while my mother might will be staying the same (in her letter she told me she will NEVER change), I will be changing and doing better without her.

Its a little sad, but its also wonderful!  I have learned I am nothing without her my whole life.  I wouldn't even fulfill my dreams because they'd be excluding her.  Now I am free to do anything.

And I am going to :)