March 7, 2015

*sigh*

So the other shoe finally dropped again.  After months on end of my mother doting on me like someone sucking up for a raise, she went full crazy again. 

It started with her snapping at my son quite a bit, then on to humiliating me at Kmart to the cashier. 

Her driving has become insane...every time she drives, she almost hits at least one car, but recently it was almost 5 in one day.  She can't stay in her lane, and is always swerving around and being quite dangerous.  Not to mention her speeding: 65 in a 40 more than once.  Jerking into lanes back and forth and not using her blinkers.  I need to talk to her doctor because she's going to kill someone. 

And then the shit talking started.  She's been going around telling people that my 13 year old and 17 year old do not know any math at all.  She also says neither one of them have a single friend (yet she knew my oldest just had a friend come over the other day).  She tells them all I do is watch TV all day.  She tells people that my son can't hold down a job because of his "anxiety" (which is said in a high-pitched voice with quotations on her fingers) and makes fun of him for it. 

I honestly wish I could punch her in the face sometimes.  She's picking on my kids because that's what she does when she's in FULL NARC MODE. 

I let her back into my life after the last time, well, now I've learned my lesson.

Thing is, what a stupid choice for her to be talking shit about my family when I am the one who schedules her doctor's appointments and she's having 2 surgeries in 10 days!  I guess she's finding her own rides.

And we used to rely on her for a car during the day, well now we have our own car :)  Yesterday we went and bought a car!!!  YAY!!!  I feel free of her!!  It's a wonderful feeling to NOT have to rely on her for SHIT. 

Because that's what she holds over us: do I want, I'll give you want you need, but then I get to do whatever I want (like talk shit about you).  No more, mama.  You no longer have the upper hand. 

And that's all she wrote  *wink*