One of my favorite bands made this song and it really gets me every time I hear it.  Story of my childhood and teenage years.  She'd completely given up on the notion of leaving him by my teenage years though.  Content to live within the chaos.  Content to place the blame on me, instead of him.  

 In 2018, just two years ago, after we came back from being homeless and having to break no contact, my mother said that "Your father drank because he had to put up with you."  

It's so hard not to be angry at that.  At any of it.  At all of it.

Fight for me

We can leave him 

Begging please

On my on my knees......