Long time no write.....wow, it's been what, two months?  During this time, absolutely nothing has happened.  Nothing.  Not a damn thing.  I mean, little things have happened.  But nothing major.  Oh yes, I did start a youtube channel, so there's that.  And it's been taking up a lot of my time.  

Also, my hubby is going to be laid off from work in a few days and we're going to use this time to dive into my business and try to make it work.  So, that's been keeping us busy, too.  

But as for my mother, so far she's been normal.  I am not sure how long that will last, but I will say she's doing less and less things regularly, so that's quite nice.  

But yeah.  My life isn't full of drama anymore.  So, when you come from a life of drama and all of a sudden it becomes quiet, you start to process that drama.  And that's what I've been doing.  Mostly I've been processing my adoption and how my birthmother treats me, which is a good thing to finally do at 47 years old.  But yeah.  That's about it.  For now.  

I will say my horrible cousin called today to "chat" with my mother, but she didn't answer so we'll see how that goes.  Sigh.  I hate her so much and all she does is cause drama.  Which is giving me horrible anxiety.  

Sigh.  Let's hope she just forgets and doesn't call back.