So, I've been writing poetry about my abuse for years.  And I had no idea what to do it with it.  But recently, I realized I could turn my poems into songs.  So I did.  And now I am uploading those songs to YouTube.  

Here is my first song that I uploaded: 

https://youtu.be/9aA11jJVdGU

It's called "Tip Toe (don't wake the beast)" and it's based on my lif as a kid having to sneak around my house when my father was drunk so he didn't find me and beat me. I slept under my bed sometimes, and at other times, in my closet. The worst part? Is that it was my mother's fault he sought me out to hurt me. She told him how bad I was and something would snap in his brain and he became a wild animal hunting his prey.